10/6/2025

this blog contains venting

On Saturday, my irl friend wants to going out with me and i accept it yippie!! i was getting dressed for being ready also i felt so excited . So i was walking through to saw my irl friend with a new person (they met in a speech therapy that my irl friend told me about it) which i met her and we became friends so i have a second irl friend! So about my new irl friend we have the same interests also she's autistic just like me so that's why we are being friends each other so we just yapping so much about that she plays genshin and HSR and i play these games too! also she plays other games like final fantasy (like omg), marvel rivals, fnaf etc i'm so glad that i have her as a friend also she's likes to doing sounds of animals lol (i was been laughing that she doing animal sounds) She told me her fav vocaloid is Teto and she shows me her fav songs of Teto which are listening the songs together! . So we just see some places to walk with my irl friends and it was so much fun there! After we just walk and i was being sweating because the weather is really hot and ofc it's the reason it's summer. We just came to eat on mcdonalds so i ate a mcchicken (my fav burger in here), medium french fries, fanta drink and for dessert a twix mcflurry which is so yum indeed! also my new irl friend was left but it's okay for my irl friend should play together games like HSR etc to communicate on discord via voice call! I just came back home and then sleep.

In the next day, we just going to see my grandparents which are from their village! The village is very beautiful here by the nature etc but i really love it! I saw my grandma in her house and we just talking about that i finished school etc also some other topics too and i drink lemonade lol . I came here to their grandparent's farm which they have a lot of animals here so i took some videos to show you guys down below :

I saw goats and bunnies! so cute!!! (also sorry for speaking greek in the videos)

After that, in the night we just came in a tavern which i ate here two pita gyros (it's a greek fast food) some people are watching a basketball match which are playing Olympiakos with Panathinaikos (greek teams) also they're fascists but i don't really so much care about it . We just return home and i'm so tired for the trip and then sleep!

About the venting, it was about that i was going with my irl friends some places and a lady appears which she's poor and she isn't okay and needs help because she doesn't have phone, house etc she has five kids and she divorsed with her husband actually the lady asks me for that happened and she asks me that you have money? but sadly i was answer her yes (actually i felt so bad i didn't want to say to her that i don't have money but sadly i told that i have money and it's all my fault) anyway i bought her ice cream to her and also she asks me to give money again for going to hospital but actually i don't want to give her money anymore but also i helped her for her shophing bags and i just followed her location that she lives. i thought that she's joking on me because the reason that she asks about that's she's not okay etc but SHE'S JOKES ON ME?? i can't believe it... it was all my fault of that happened :( also i know that the people who are poor they want money but i will not to see any poor people in the public that are for joking reasons i swear i will ignore these people but otherwise i felt bad for these people but idk i was crying so bad